Saturday, July 31, 2004 ++
Well.. so much to say. where should i start. basically i ended last week rather down.. cos i didnt get to see matt even though the anticipation. its rather sad.
But i now know that indo food is superb. really its super yummy although its abit hot.. thai food isnt bad just like their tomyam. now my fave dessert is avacado chocolate.. its yummy yum yum.
Spent the weekend with my family, walked the whole orchard road and saw something rather interesting. a man he's busking for world peace. he's a piece of art. when u donate money he'll like bow to u in a very artistic manner to say thank u. rather cool. took a pic of him...
10:08 AM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004 ++
tired. beaten. cant go on. i need strength... from u. haha. talking to u is like a inspiration to me. so am i still meeting u on saturday?
seriously i'm really tired of all the mugging and the journey to tuition and school. its really stressful. but i wont kill myself yet. i just feeeel like dying.
how does it feel to find someone new? it feels good actually. the old have to go before a new one comes into the picture.. and my little gallery of mine is like increasing bit by bit.. [if u get what i mean.. if u dont then.. come and ask me. ahahahah.]
i'm the princess. but i have not found my prince charming. i havent found my purpose of life yet. i dunno whom and what am i living for. isit just for the living god?? or just to obey every shit in this world? hahahaha. what do u think??
i'm tired, exhausted, worn out. i need a break. but i cant rest. there's a shitty o level coming up in..... argh.. need to strive for excellence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 7:39 AM
Monday, July 26, 2004 ++
7:56 AM
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the most crucial time of the year!!! and i'm gonna do a count down here.. its getting scary..arrrr..
2 weeks more to O level English orals...
6 weeks more to PRELIMS
7 weeks more to O level Practicals
8 weeks more to GRADUATION night
14 weeks more to O levels written..
this sounds scary. now i'm getting scared.
7:28 AM
Saturday, July 24, 2004 ++
Something to think about....
what doesnt change in this changing world is the fact that the world doesnt stop changing. i know this sound abit profound.. haha. well ..ahah.. its something worth thinking about. what happens if the world stop changing? will it be better? i dun get it, why is everyone soo keen to change? i rather not changing anything. i like things the way they are. hmm.. maybe change really do us some good. oh wells.
8:19 AM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004 ++
wooo. new functions. how do others look at you if u have got 2 crushes? oh i'm so dead. haha. alrights. niceeeeee. i'm going crazy. wellllllls. today suck. its so hot and all.
:P macadamia nuts are nice little nutty nuts.
8:41 AM
Saturday, July 17, 2004 ++
yesterday.
school wasnt that fun. got into lots of trouble. argh. haha. but after every thunderstorm there's a rainbow, i met matt on that very day. he got me the nicest present this year. he got me a pig stuff toy. it was really huge. although we just met for like less that 10 mins, i thought i was really fulfilling. at least i get to see him.
today.
holla. today was truely exciting! had nice visitors from australia!! yar and they brought along alot of cuties. haha. 4 students was suppose to come into my class during the geography lesson to observe us studying. HOWEVER, only 2 came in. but it was nothing bad cause one of them is a cutie!! his name is matthew. hey he have got the same name as mattttt. that matthew was alright. not as cute as the matt i know. haha. there was some jeering in clas.. but nothing serious. well.. that matthew from australia was according to my friend quite rude and proud. argh. another egolistic guy. well okies during assembly the whole school played band for us. i totally got engaged into the performance. it was the sweetest classicals i every heard. i promise. it was really good i mean compared to those i've heard before. and there's just this particular guy that caught my eyes.
his name is james. i plays the xylophone. he's cute. and he's gone. haha. so i say we must be realistic, people come and people go, we meet new people practically everyday. but sometimes we lose contact and things like that. so now they are gone. life goes on as normal. i'm sure the girls will still be awed by the boys. but ladies! carry on with ur lives please. they are gone. maybe forever. haha..
rights so life goes on. and here i am typing the events that happened today. smiling infront of the screen thinking what adventure tomorrow will bring for me. as i'm reminising what's happening in the past week i realise that life can be a wonderful thing if u try to make full use of life.
9:49 AM
Sunday, July 11, 2004 ++
bobby bobby bibbly sob. tomorrow is my birthday but i'm not happy.
his nick is set ±MÄtt± gone:indo(Away)
he's gone! gone! haha.. what the hell.. so drama. when will the nick become ±MÄtt± back. on tuesday bah. he told me he'll be back on tuesday. :) alrights. i'll wait then.
4:27 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2004 ++
i dunno why am i feeling sooo sad now. nope not because of any guys.. i think. i dunno.. i felt extremely sad when matt says he have to go indo tomorrow.
he was suppose to go out with me.. not fair. oh wells i cannot be so selfish. he's not related to me in anyway... let him go then.
i'm feeling all weird. i feel hot when i see matt.. i willl smileeeee. haha. but he's too good for me.. i think. he's like some rich guy's son.. whooo.. besides he's like leaving singapore when he's 18... i feel soo sad.
say goodbye to old love.. say hello to a new love. i have a crush. his name is matthew. he cant read this blog. never. i feel all happy with him. he's such a nice guy. awwwww.
8:26 AM
Tuesday, July 06, 2004 ++
today i learn lots of new stuff.. not just integration in school but more. i learn that human beings are the most irritating species ever lived. i also learnt that humans are cruel. DOWNRIGHT CRUEL.
As i was flipping through newsweek, all the articles are all about the iraqis and the americans. why are there such terror in the world? terror starts with thy. how can there be peace when there isnt peace in the household or in the nation.
God made a terrible mistake. he shouldnt have entrusted this piece of land to the man. we have misused it in every way possible. we used up all our lovely resources mother nature offered. now, we're killing our own species.
Lord almighty, when are innocent people finally find their own freedom? when are the children able to live under a good and uncorrupted society? when are all these fightings going to stop? is this a test for us? to prove that we can all go through all these in search for our perfect kingdom?! Lord, our father i pray tonight that all these are just a nightmare for us. i pray that this terrible sleep will be over even before i know it. this i ask through christ our lord, amen.
i end off with this prayer.
8:12 AM
Monday, July 05, 2004 ++
woooooo.. i met matt today. he's such a nice gentle guy unlike others. ahaha.. :)) hmm.. welll.. nothing. haha.. i dun blush when i see him right? do i? well. ahha. i dunno. argh had mense cramps for the first time. it suck. argh. girls. argh. troublesome. hehe. tomorrow will be a school day again. hmm.. ready for a crazy journey in my life again. wheeeee~ matt is so sweet. haha. he have got a nice phone. haha. nokia.... dunno what. haha... oh wellllllllllllls. that's it. fullstop. stop. stop.... . . . 8:49 AM
Thursday, July 01, 2004 ++
arrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................
Scream!
Fell forth, destroy the source,
Cant see and my voice is horse,
Trying to wash your hands off,
You should know better than to leave us in disgust,
Let me take you right to the point,
All you ever do is encage in disjoint,
That does it the time has arrived,
Take it or leave it you better not side!
You did it again,
All you ever did was doubt,
What do you want?
Let me tell you what it's all about,
One life
Nine Hearts
And Eighteen Hands that'll rip you all apart
We're here to decimate,
To show you all we will never fall,
Its gonna get serious.. and critical,
Don't Stop because the feeling is terminal,
Scream!
Scream like you never have before,
Scream!
Scream till you cant scream anymore,
Scream !
Scream like your throat is bleeding,
Scream!
Scream till your heart stops beating,
SCREAM FOR ME!
Get off of me, and get away,
Show the whole damn world this will never die,
No matter how the energies scatter,
Got to know nothing exists but the dream,
Give it all,
Till There's nothing left to give,
Save it all,
Quit saving you,
If you're going to let the pain inside,
Never under estimate the way you live your life,
Scream!
Scream like you never have before,
Scream!
Scream till you cant scream anymore,
Scream!
Scream like your throat is bleeding,
Scream!
Scream till your heart stops beating,
SCREAM FOR ME!
All our lives,
All we ever sacrificed has paid,
Everything,
Everything is possible to me,
Why no fate,
Found everything that I had to take away,
Save your life,
Save it all that mean something to me,
All our lives
All we ever sacrificed has paid,
Everything!
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight!
Found everything that I had to take away,
Save your life!
Save it all and make a better way,
This stress, is a feeling that you cant compress,
Everything your going through is total stress,
Are you going to be a momentary run around,
How will you handle their ? of stress,
All our lives,
All we ever sacrificed has paid,
Everything,
Everything is possible to me,
Why no fight,
Found everything that I had to take away,
Save your life,
Save it all and make a better way,
All our lives,
All we ever sacrificed has paid,
Everything!
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight!
Found everything that I had to take away,
Save your life!
Save it all and make a better way,
Scream!
9:16 AM
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